love love love <33

Have you ever felt in love with someone taht you known for a long time and then you just met him for 2 days ago and have a big crush on him ?, but you didnt know tat he already has a girlfriend but at the same time he treat you as your girlfriend . Have you ever felt like the same thing i did ? . Yeah, im telling you guys it hurts me so badly . When i found out taht he already has a girlF i was so so jelous about it and i cried, and very devastated . I was bummed i dont know what to do and what to say but one thing i know is just act like nothing happend . And luckily he didn't know i had a crush on him . I hope he didnty know about this . Well, acttually nobody knows about it . But theres only one person who know about this its my friend . But she dosent know well enough to know how i feel . She does know that i like that guy thats all . gooshhh, how could i be so stupid to be in love like this . Its true what people said, love does hurt and it hurts so badly like sooo cruely, :(