Bon-Voyage my dearest friend , :(

There she is, her name is Nurul Fatinah Mustafa known as "Tiena" . We've been friends since we're in primary school : standard 1 . We have soooo much fun together and we've been through ups and downs together . There are time she annoyed me and there are times she make me happy . Shes like a sister to me, and twins though . I thank to god, that i have a chubby fatty annoying friend like her . I do apprecaite of what i have and found . I do love you, gemok :) . Well the best part is, I didnt get a chance to meet her for one fucking last long time and i didn't get a chance to followed her to go to K L I A . DAMN IT! grrrr ;( . Well, my friend did said to me; "its not like she never come back". Wanna know the ugly fugly truth ? Haha, i wished that her flight are in seriously DELAYED and her bag ended up in IRAQ HAHA :D, kinda mean huh ? HAHAHA, :D xoxo <33

love love love <33

Have you ever felt in love with someone taht you known for a long time and then you just met him for 2 days ago and have a big crush on him ?, but you didnt know tat he already has a girlfriend but at the same time he treat you as your girlfriend . Have you ever felt like the same thing i did ? . Yeah, im telling you guys it hurts me so badly . When i found out taht he already has a girlF i was so so jelous about it and i cried, and very devastated . I was bummed i dont know what to do and what to say but one thing i know is just act like nothing happend . And luckily he didn't know i had a crush on him . I hope he didnty know about this . Well, acttually nobody knows about it . But theres only one person who know about this its my friend . But she dosent know well enough to know how i feel . She does know that i like that guy thats all . gooshhh, how could i be so stupid to be in love like this . Its true what people said, love does hurt and it hurts so badly like sooo cruely, :(

Selamat Hari Raya :D

RayaRaya ahhh . Finally, i got my duit raya and main 'mercun bahaya' haha . Im so happy that all of my family were gathered together and meet my mums cousin side which is my long last relatives . I haven't seen them for an ages because my mum was busy working and i never got a chance to meet them . And since that i dah lame tak main 'meriam buluh' and at last i got a chance to play that meriam buluh HAHA . Damn awesome doee . Main lawan lawan siapa punya meriam lagi kuat dapat duit 50$ haha :D , ofcourse me and my 3 cousin's menang and the stupid-est ever im the only girl in 3 of them haha 'bodoh' :p . This year raya was a kickass raya ever . I have a lot of fun and damn chubby weyy haha sejak makan rendang grrrr!* .

Ages

Its been a while i didn't check my blogs and emails . Well, what to do been busy with my trials and spm preparation . Now, i get a chance to surf internet .

Well, today is a hari raya celebration . EVERYBOOODY are que-ing to get 'DUIT RAYA' haha $$$ ( now we're talking :p ) . i cant wait to buy a new phone and go SHOPPING hehe :p . Well folks , so long . and have a kickass raya ! ;)

I wish i was there :(

Its all started at this morning . My boyfriends friend called me and he told me that my boyf ( Fiq ) in the hospital excident . A guy who drove the car is drunk and this bloody drunk guy tried to killed my borfriend *grrrr ! damn you bloody foolish hell! , but i dont bothered about that drunk guy, my thoughts and mind only thinked about him . I was so devastated and very sad :( . One whole day, i was busy crying about him . I told to myboyfriends friend ( rimie ), please take a good care of him, dont let him do this and that and asked him to eat this and that and so on . I hope he will be just fine and pray for him .

Gooosshhh! i wish i was there to take care of him, i wish i was there when he was sick, i wish i was there when he needed me . Now i started realised how much im in love with him, seriously i had a very deeply feelings towards him, now he's in the hospital and its like something missing like something is not enough . Every single night, he used to called me and stuff . I really missed his sweet voice , i wonder how he feels right now . hmmmm .. :(

Wonderful Tonight

Tuition;
After i finished my science class, my friend Hafiz Aziz ask me to go hang out with him and Kecik(nadzri) . At first i was so affraid if i got caught with Kak.Farah (penjaga pintu tuisyen and mata2 segala reporter) so i said yes to him and ran towards the door and i laugh out loud Haha i skip history class ( sorry mak & abah adik tipu sunat jeaa :p / kids; dont ever try this at school and tuition ) and went to mamak stall . We talk , we laugh and of course me and kecik do some stupid things haha .

Sneak Out;
Its been so long i haven't sneak out at night since last 2 months . So, tonight i waitted my girlfriend; Nae ( the sneak out plan) to call me . But she didn't call me its about an hour i've waitted her phone call . Well, i guess maybe she already gone without telling / roger-ing me . I guess her father at home ( maybe) .