Him . . .

You say your love on me,
Say you miss on me,
You say sweet words to me,
But where such a loss of words?
Where do you put me on your self?

There is no doubt that I love your self,
And do not deny that I longed for your personal,
I am here waiting for your presence,
I do not know how to arrange the exact words to me stating how sad I am,
Not why I do not want you to know I have this sad feeling.

My self here in the state you want to be alarmed Do not you think I am here,
My self I want to state how much you love yourself wholeheartedly,
I do not want to be the highest, but I just want to make the best so that you happy with me,
I loved your self,
what is wrong for me to say this?
the one for me along with you?

I need you in my well,
I need you with me during the course of our love together,
I want to be your own until the end of my life,
I want to be owned by you only for you alone.
I want to be just you alone.

Will I realized the mistake I am against thee;
will I know the offensive words that I say to you,
all our sources such as I,
I do not understand your,
I am not listening to your self,
Maybe there disgrace me.

Bridge of love we do not end here only
Still much for us to explore,
Still much to our experience,
is still much for us to learn,
I do not want to miss you so alone,
I do not want to lose you so just,
because I am here is you love yourself,
What are you aware of the presence of my love to you?
What I am full of you know my love to you?

"I still raw to get to know thee;
Still a lot for me to understand your personal,
I do not know too much about your self in,
They're traveling to the area you are guiding me
I am slowly learning to be your self.
Original you know I was very happy to be your personal presence in my life,
me, I really do not think like this,
I want to love you as your mother loves you,
I would like to keep you as you protect your father.

Very heavy for me to escape you,
You have half of my heart of hearts,
you have half of my self,
Too heavy to bear I give you,
Because I do not want our love journey ended here ..

My life, Myself but wheres everybody?

"I stand in this world
with no one to guide me, teach me
What I am alone?
What I dislike in others?.

I live like a rock
just sit in a corner,
waiting for the soccer and handball,
collected when needed or to decorate in a place
I reveal what is in this?
I live in what I treat this?.

I am alone in the world I live even though no one bother me, I do not own or have owned one. Because I am not forget by anyone. I do not need or in need of any sympathy for the reader but simply idea and understand what is written by the author.

I am me,
Comes in the name of the set,
I do not have any or any adequate,
I have never been happier,
just outside my laugh, I smile, is just a ploy for me not to cry in front of the feeling of friends I have,
I do not need so that they know the comfort of a friend only.

In the eyes of my parents,
I like the dickens pests,
Because there is no perfect what I do,
what I say all is not well used,
In life no one loves me and accept me as me.
I am just alone at home and even her in the world I live. No one can make sense of serenity and comfort.
My life is kind of lifeless,
Tomorrow, nothing changed.

All this will continue until any.
the continuous growing problem this is my life.
No one can improve my life or there is no solution that can make my life with peace of mind. I live there is not necessarily the end all problems have solutions and the problem will not necessarily continue. Life is full of confusion but that is life right."

My life is full of complicated. No one understands me, Or at least hear me what im trying to say. Its been 18years i been through all this shit. No one can hear me, nobody can see what i see and i cant see what they see. See, I live in a very different world.