Saturday, August 1, 2009

I wish i was there :(

Its all started at this morning . My boyfriends friend called me and he told me that my boyf ( Fiq ) in the hospital excident . A guy who drove the car is drunk and this bloody drunk guy tried to killed my borfriend *grrrr ! damn you bloody foolish hell! , but i dont bothered about that drunk guy, my thoughts and mind only thinked about him . I was so devastated and very sad :( . One whole day, i was busy crying about him . I told to myboyfriends friend ( rimie ), please take a good care of him, dont let him do this and that and asked him to eat this and that and so on . I hope he will be just fine and pray for him .

Gooosshhh! i wish i was there to take care of him, i wish i was there when he was sick, i wish i was there when he needed me . Now i started realised how much im in love with him, seriously i had a very deeply feelings towards him, now he's in the hospital and its like something missing like something is not enough . Every single night, he used to called me and stuff . I really missed his sweet voice , i wonder how he feels right now . hmmmm .. :(