Bon-Voyage my dearest friend , :(

There she is, her name is Nurul Fatinah Mustafa known as "Tiena" . We've been friends since we're in primary school : standard 1 . We have soooo much fun together and we've been through ups and downs together . There are time she annoyed me and there are times she make me happy . Shes like a sister to me, and twins though . I thank to god, that i have a chubby fatty annoying friend like her . I do apprecaite of what i have and found . I do love you, gemok :) . Well the best part is, I didnt get a chance to meet her for one fucking last long time and i didn't get a chance to followed her to go to K L I A . DAMN IT! grrrr ;( . Well, my friend did said to me; "its not like she never come back". Wanna know the ugly fugly truth ? Haha, i wished that her flight are in seriously DELAYED and her bag ended up in IRAQ HAHA :D, kinda mean huh ? HAHAHA, :D xoxo <33

love love love <33

Have you ever felt in love with someone taht you known for a long time and then you just met him for 2 days ago and have a big crush on him ?, but you didnt know tat he already has a girlfriend but at the same time he treat you as your girlfriend . Have you ever felt like the same thing i did ? . Yeah, im telling you guys it hurts me so badly . When i found out taht he already has a girlF i was so so jelous about it and i cried, and very devastated . I was bummed i dont know what to do and what to say but one thing i know is just act like nothing happend . And luckily he didn't know i had a crush on him . I hope he didnty know about this . Well, acttually nobody knows about it . But theres only one person who know about this its my friend . But she dosent know well enough to know how i feel . She does know that i like that guy thats all . gooshhh, how could i be so stupid to be in love like this . Its true what people said, love does hurt and it hurts so badly like sooo cruely, :(