Rest in peace R.I.P

Somewhere in heaven my late friend Alex is sad i guess. I never told to anyone or anybody or even everybody about a person & a friend called Alex, He's a friend of mine in my hometown, Singapore. He's of course Chinese and im of course Malay. Back when we were so close and and we're like best bud's ever. Every time i go back to my hometown, Singapore. We're always go hang out together. And Last year Chinese new year i celebrated with his family. Me and his family were like my family too. They are so friendly and kind to me. Every time if i had a problem or needed help. His always be the first and the last to know about and help me. He was my hero of my life. We weren't dating, we were best bud's, we were brother's and sister's. Ever since he died, I was so speechless and all of the memories that we shared will never disappear. Every night, i wished that i could meet him in my dreams one day/someday/sooner or later. Every time i go back to Singapore, i miss the place we we used to hang out, I miss the late night baseketball court that we bet & dare to throw the balls at the night guard shift. I miss the time you came to my Grandmother's house played with my grandmothers dog's, Bobo *He missed you too, Alex. There are great memories and moments that i wont forget. He was my hero, my brother and he was my best buddies. He helped me a lot and he never asked for return. To me, he was the most MACHO MAN & the COOLEST GUY ever. He teach me a lot about life, About love, About true friends, About dogs, you name it. He was a brilliant and intelligent guy/firends that i ever met.

"Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there i do not sleep,
I am a thousands that blow,
I am the diamonds glints on snow,
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain,
When you awaken in the morning hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush,
Of quiet birds in circled flight,
I am the soft stars that shine at night,
Do not stand at my grave and cry
I am not there, I did not die"
One day before he died, he read those words to me. I don't know where he got it from and where but i guess this are nice and beautiful words, I miss you leng chai, <33