My life, Myself but wheres everybody?

"I stand in this world
with no one to guide me, teach me
What I am alone?
What I dislike in others?.

I live like a rock
just sit in a corner,
waiting for the soccer and handball,
collected when needed or to decorate in a place
I reveal what is in this?
I live in what I treat this?.

I am alone in the world I live even though no one bother me, I do not own or have owned one. Because I am not forget by anyone. I do not need or in need of any sympathy for the reader but simply idea and understand what is written by the author.

I am me,
Comes in the name of the set,
I do not have any or any adequate,
I have never been happier,
just outside my laugh, I smile, is just a ploy for me not to cry in front of the feeling of friends I have,
I do not need so that they know the comfort of a friend only.

In the eyes of my parents,
I like the dickens pests,
Because there is no perfect what I do,
what I say all is not well used,
In life no one loves me and accept me as me.
I am just alone at home and even her in the world I live. No one can make sense of serenity and comfort.
My life is kind of lifeless,
Tomorrow, nothing changed.

All this will continue until any.
the continuous growing problem this is my life.
No one can improve my life or there is no solution that can make my life with peace of mind. I live there is not necessarily the end all problems have solutions and the problem will not necessarily continue. Life is full of confusion but that is life right."

My life is full of complicated. No one understands me, Or at least hear me what im trying to say. Its been 18years i been through all this shit. No one can hear me, nobody can see what i see and i cant see what they see. See, I live in a very different world.