Bonjour! :D

Hello again. We meet again, Its really been an ages i haven't updated a thing in my blog. I have been good and bad and okay. For the past few weeks, days, years, month, time I've been through ups and down in other words, a hard time or its sucks to be me. I haven't pursue my study well its not that i'm stupid its just that i did study but only till' Semester 2 and so i quit because i failed 2 subj. So, One day my mum found me a job which is DTP Publishing/Graphic Design i worked there for about 3 month - ish. So mostly as you can see whatever i do, whatever it is i never finished what i started. Like i said it sucks. So you guys might be wondering what am i doing? What am i gonna do with my life and stuff. So folks, The answer is I D K means i don't know..YET. Well its not that i don't know anything about what i'm gonna do with my life well, I decided to take Graphic Design. Yeah, Since i have basic about it so why not right? But still, i don't believe in myself that i can do those design and study and so on. Well, As for now i'm look for vacancy at anywhere. This is all started because of me. So kids, Don't be lazy to study, Stay in school and stay out of trouble. Every mistake has a lesson to learn :)

Friends and fall for ♥♥ again,

Wasaauupp Folks? Haha. Okay so where should i start? Okay scratch that, So for the past few weeks (weekend) It was an extremely SUPERB its like beyond SUPERB. I had a great night, Hanging out with my beloved bestie, Tiena Turner. And the Dudes, Bally, Ejad, Danny, Mel, Zali, Raja, Afai and the rest. We went out like all night long, Its like there was no tomorrow. I had so much fun with them ♥♥.




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Okay SKIP that. Love Love and Loce. Remember the Dugong that i mention about? Well, We are officially In a Serious Relationship, 11th July 2010, 2:28am. I never felt like this kind of relationship before. I was so happy and its like love at the first sight. He really did took care of me. He gave me some advices about musics and life. He wasn't just my LOVE, My Boyfriend and even My Hero he was more than that. Yeah, i know i might sound a lil' 'bit crazy but thats true thats the fact. When you feel the love, its like "this is it, He's the one" You'll feel the same thing as i did. Well, Im not trying to say that he's a God or something its just that i really really do fall in love with him. I felt so Happy while im with him, I felt the love in/on our relationship. He makes me realize what love's about, whats life and some stuff stuff. Back when, I was CLOSE to gave up upon love thingy, couples and stuff about love. But then, he came and showed up in my life. I thanked to God that i found him. I found a guy named Mohd Nur Fadzly Rozeli. I thanked to God that i can sees the Real Love♥. I hope that it will stay and last forever. I hope that i wont betrayed he's trust and i hope that i won't betrayed he's &heart;.

I really really do love you, B. Seriously B, I really do and i meant it. Im glad that you choose me among the billions of girls out there and im happy while im with you. Whenever we were apart and together Missing you would never filled me by seeing you . B, you gave me happiness and love to me, you brought it back to my life. You light up my life even if the dark covered me. You make me smile and you make me happy, BUT the question is? Are you smiling? Are you happy? Are you feel the same way as i did? B, Im not some materialistic girl who cares more of money and the fame or whatever they called it this days. I don't need you to buy me a Luxurious cars and accessories or what so ever. All i ever wanted from you is Honest with me & Loyal to me. That is all i wanted from you. Sometimes every single day, time, minute and seocnds im scared of losing you. Im afraid of that, B. Im happy with you and i don't wanna loose you. You're the best thing that ever happened to me and the most important thing is you are my NGHOKSETAR. I love with all my hearts and i wont stop loving you till' the day that i die. You're mine and will always be for the rest of my life. The one and my only, Bally ♥♥

Its not amazing, Its Wicked.

The past few days ago, I've been having a great times with my best sista friends, Tiena. We having a great time together just like the old time when we're in high school PLUS for this past few days, My Mother and My Dad okay okay especially my MUM. I thought after the sleep over at my friends house she would yell at me, Mad at me and stuff that she always do at me BUT now she's different * I loooiiikkee :p. Its all because of my bestie. She told me not to yell at my mother, not to say harsh words behind her back. She make me realize of everything and i thanked her for that.



Yesterday was a one day ago. My best buddies the dudes, Dao. He's more like the Doctor Love ♥♥ the LOVE GURU haha. Before this he helped me with my Ex-Boyfriend, How to deal with it stuff. Because of my dude, I have the guts to asked my "Cinta", Because of him i fall in love again Okay not with him: Dao with Dugong, haha. If he read my blogs hmm, What more can i do other than Say " Thank you". May god blessed you, Dao. Fira, haha she's lucky to have you man. Love you BROTHA.



If i weren't happy as i am right now, I would gonna say WICKED!. Life is WICKED. Friends is FREAKING WICKED. Okay so bottom line, Life is wicked when you realize it always do ;).

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Yo wassuuup. Good morning, Folks. Its 4:02 in the morning and im not sleeping. Well, I got a very & beyoooond great stories to wrote about. 2 o'clock an above in the morning i was on the phone with the Guy that i told you about. We were talking and laughing it was a great conversation that we had. So, at this very very important moment i asked him who am i to him and i told my feelings towards him and so he felt the same way. He told me that we are not taking the next steps but we're still in progress by knowing each other furthermore. At first i thought my love for this path the one hand, but apparently not. I was so happy and thank God that i have the guts to asked him whether he felt the same way or not. He make me happy, he gave me 'Cinta'. I wished and i hope that this 'Cinta' its not for only temporally but i was hoping that it will stay. I really love this guy and im really happy/very happy/beyond happy. I hope, by recite Doa and Pray to Allah, Insyallah he and feelings towards him would stay. July. 7th. 2010 was the most happiest day of my life.

To my dearest, Dugong. Thank you for being honest and not giving up upon me. Thank you for giving me chances to love you. Thank you for appearing in my life. Thank you for making me happy and making the day 'Happy'. I know we are not officially dating BUT seriously i got to tell you, i never felt like this before. I never felt this kind of happy feelings before and i never felt like this kind of love before. Seriously, You make it happened. After you said those 3 magic words to me, i melt and i believing it because i wanted too. I just cant stop smiling, laughing and happy and plus i can't sleep tonight because you make me not to fall asleep tonight. Your love words drove me crazy and insane :D. I love ♥♥ so so much, Dugong :).

Love/Cinta ♥♥♥

Hello, good morning folks. Its 9:37 in the morning, I just ate Wedges with tomato sauce for my breakfast *buuurrrpp! excuse me, Haha. Well, I surf my Facebook and viewing my friends page and blogs. I must say that im happy for them. Having a sweet relationship and i wished i could have a boyfriend and accepted me for who i am. I don't know why, Ever since i broke up with my Ex-Boyfriend i went out and hanging out with my friends and i was encounters with people who are in love. Seeing them & watching them happy i am so missed the moments of love that i used to have. It is a great and beyond great moment ever when you have a right lover's be by your side. Having a relationship with the one you love its not complicated, We make it complicated than it shouldn't seems to be.You and lover's have got to build your love together, Work together. the talking, The truth, The honesty, The trust, The believe is very important in 'Relationship'. When it all blend together i bet you and your lover's can/will have a great long lasting relationship together. Too bad that loner plus lonesome.


Im in love with someone that i close with. He is same age as mine. He's currently studying at W.M and i don't know what exactly course he taking but i know he's taking cooking class and yesterday was he's first day entering the college at W.M. He used to accompany me at Facebook and in the night. We're so close together. Well actually, We aren't officially dating. He's just a special friend of mine. I must say that i like him. I don't know if he felt the same way as i did but every steps that i take every words that i said to him, I did not/don't want to fall too soon and jump too soon. My friend told me that just go with the flow and i did. I am following his lead and i took the steps he take. *sigh* Somewhere in my heart i missed him. I Love You and I Missed You, Dugong ♥♥♥.

Weeehuuu! I am so happy, very happy and beyond happy. Today i went to Imkeda, Cheras to take my driving JPJ test Exam. So, I was sitting and watching people went out to the car smiling and happy and of course i was so afraid and scared of falling again. Then, After a while i was sitting and waiting for my turn to and then after the Chinese girl It was my turned for me to drove. My hands were shacking my legs are also shacking and the JPJ Guy he was talked to me and said that no need to feel afraid and blablabla and i was i like *ehem okay*. I drove the car and then i reached to the Imkeda and i saw my marks are 17 and above and i was like *YEAYYY!* and so I passed the JPJ Test. Thank God, that i passed my test and today was the most happiest day of my life. Im happy, my dads happy, My mums happy, My cats happy. So everybody's happy. Heeeeeeeee ♥♥

Both of them ♥♥

Boring, facebooking & listening to music, Plus i miss my friends. They all alredy gone fly away for further studies. Im sitting here in this lonely house and watching the rains flowing down, Wishing they are safe and success. So, the past few days i started to realize of what i said before to both of my parents of all those harsh words in my blogger. Yeah, i shouldn't said those bad words to them. I wouldn't be alive if they weren't besides me. I wouldn't be healthy and have a house to shelter by rain and sunrise. I love them with all my heart they are everything to me. They feed me, they give me allowance and stuff and everything. They are so special to me. I don't know how to said im sorry and all of my faults. Im not brave to say that im sorry of what i just said those words towards them. Hmmmm, i guess im too selfish to think about my own feelings and needed but then i didnt think about theirs. I love them but then im scared they left me without any expectation/ so suddenly. Im sorry and i love you mak and abah ♥